Spanking

It shouldn’t have happened, it shouldn’t have happened, but I just blamed myself and what it would do to my life. It was my 25th birthday, and for some reason, this one hit me really hard. I was happily married, my husband was great with me, and we both had good jobs. I guess everything went so well that I didn’t know what it would be like not to give things to me like I asked them to. A few weeks after my birthday, I was in a real ditch and I couldn’t get myself out. Even my husband Wayne saw that I wasn’t myself and he asked if it was something he did that upset me. I felt bad for him because he had nothing to do with my feelings. I don’t know if it was hormones or what, but I wasn’t happy with my life, but I knew everything in my life was as good as I could. Nothing in my life could prepare me for the wild trip I wanted to take, because I thought I had problems that weren’t even there.